Enough, Strong, and Capable (1/2)

DATE: February 6, 2025

I AM GRATEFUL FOR:
1. Today's gising. I don't know what to feel at the moment, but I think waking up has become this so good.
2. Journaling slowly becoming a habit. I'm on my third day of doing this and I love that I get to do this. I don't know what to feel about it but at least I'm doing it.
3. Classical music to help me focus with this journaling and calming my anxious mind.

WHAT WOULD MAKE TODAY GREAT?
1. Attempting to adjust my body clock so that I can have a clear and consistent routine. Get a decent amount of sleep/
2. I guess catching up with a friend sounds nice. I haven't talked to anyone and really, hirap ako to reach out.
3. Another opportunity to release emotions because I feel like I still have emotional baggage. Or I still have something to release.

DAILY AFFIRMATION:
"I am enough, I am strong, and I am capable of handling whatever comes my way."

I woke up heavy, because I haven't had decent sleep since the interview. That didn't stop me though from doing this, which I believe is something that I look forward doing everyday. I guess it's a win for me.

Going back, since I woke up heavy - I can't think of an affirmation, so I would rely on Meta AI. My mind is blank but with this affirmation, in all honesty - I'm not sure on how will I resonate with this. I guess my intention for today is look for something that I can do, like worthwhile.

I don't want to pressure myself a lot today. But I guess I will try to change the mood that I'm feeling right now to a better one.

I MAY FEEL A CERTAIN TYPE OF WAY, BUT MY DELUSION IS STILL ON A HIGH THAT I AM MORE THAN READY AND WILLING TO HAVE A JOB -- THE JOB THAT I LONG FOR.