DATE: February 16, 2025
I AM GRATEFUL FOR:
1. An opportunity to wake up and start over.
2. Worship music today definitely setting today's mood.
3. The gift of life. Apparently I'm still okay despite my current struggles.
WHAT WOULD MAKE TODAY GREAT?
1. Being kind to myself today.
2. Being in a calm state.
3. I just want to get through the day and take it as it goes.
DAILY AFFIRMATION:
"I trust that I am exactly where I need to be. I am open to guidance, wisdom, and new opportunities that will help me fulfill my purpose."
With all that's happening lately, I feel lost. I don't know what path I'm taking right now. I'm not sure if the path I'm making right now is really for myself or for other people. I feel like I'm being forced to take their path in disguise of their concern over me. With this pressure I'm feeling, I'm in the middle of giving up and wanting to continue on.
I want to give up because of the frustration that I'm feeling over recent job application rejections. It is, indeed, giving me discouragement. However, there is still a part of me that wants to continue on. Part of me still wants to never give up. On this little body of mine I can still see that there's still a light at the end of the tunnel.
I want to believe that the situation I'm in right now is just preparing me for something better. I think I need to trust and (especially) enjoy the process. It's not a race but I believe that this just a setback until I'm ready for my comeback.
I hope to see the signs of opportunities and I want to apply whenever an opportunity lights up.
This is my ultimatum if I get employed:
- I will prioritize paying debts.
- I will sacrifice my social life, but I will try to have solo dates.
Lord, I need You more than ever. I don't know what I'm doing right now, help me to be in the right path. Give me a sign if there are life renovations I need to do. Amen.
