HIGHLIGHTS OF THE DAY:
1. Shakey's for lunch. Na-slight lang ako ng tatay ko kasi parang labag pa sa kalooban niya na gumastos.
2. Visited mom, kahit quick lang. Maybe I should visit her alone, have an alone time with her.
3. Sister finally paid, at least may pera na ako.
WHAT DID I LEARN TODAY?
I guess there's nothing wrong with what I'm feeling. Parang at this point, I need to be at peace kahit the world is trying to fuck you over. Dapat kalmado lang unless pinrovoke ka. Tapos sila pa magagalit pag gumanti ako.
At this point, they will get mad at you for reacting, but I will always get mad them for the way they acted.
At some point kanina biglang naging autopilot mode ako. Na parang sa sobrang daming emotions ko, mostly the negative shit, biglang nag-shut down na lang ako.