HIGHLIGHTS OF THE DAY:
1. My interview happened today! I had a nervous start, but I think I was able to answer most of the questions. The waiting game starts now, I guess. I need all the prayers I can get.
2. Cooked my lunch. Hindi naman ako ganap na chef, pero ang kaya ko lang is instant noodles haha plus bread.
3. First time ko umalis mag-isa since September 2024 - As an Angkas girlie ako tapos fantasy ko yung mag-lakad sa bangketa.
WHAT DID I LEARN TODAY?
Pinaka-takeaway ko for today - you can never be too ready, especially when it comes to job interviews.
I prepared naman for the interview pero naloka ako na ni-isang pinagaralan ko, walang lumabas. Basically they based questions on my CV.
Another thing that I realized is - hard to accept - but hindi talaga ako ganun kagaling sa English. Magaling ako mag basa, no doubt about that but speaking as if natural, dun ang needs improvement. Hindi naman kasi yun ang language namin sa bahay. And I guess it's okay.
To be honest, I really don't know what to feel after my interview. Hindi ko alam if matatanggap ako or hindi. Sana naman oo, but I can only hope for the best. Prayers can help, but it can only do so much. If nasa akin si luck and si God, baka makuha ko yung job.
Personally naman, since eto yung nag-reach out sa lahat ng pinag applyan ko, I tried my best na galingan. I manifested for this and nag-set ako ng ultimatum. Once na magka-trabaho na ako, mawawalan ako ng social life (including family gatherings) and I'll prioritize talaga yung pagbayad ng mga utang ko for a year bago ako magparamdam socially. Ganyan ako ka-desperate magkaroon ng trabaho.
Pero ayun na nga, I did the best that I could. I could hope for the best - if I'm lucky to be chosen - tangina, ako yung pinakaswerteng tao sa mundo sa totoo lang! Naka-tengga na yung gif ni Beyonce na nagulat siya after winning Best Country Album sa Grammys - ganun ako ka-handa.
SO SANA NAMAN LORD, ST. JOSEPH, ST. CAJETAN. MOM??? If kaya niyo mag-intervene, go. I really need this job and I am more than willing to let go of my social life for the time being.
